Month: September 2010

I'm now on day 10 of my weight loss plan, this is the most direct I've been able to be since I was a teenager dealing with my eating disorder. I'm using a free application on my iPod that Kevin gave me. I'm kinda embarrassed to have such a nice toy, but it just worked out to come to me when Kevin needed to upgrade for school, he was going to give me his old one, but it wasn't working right, we took it into Applecare, and it had something fried, so I got a brand new hand held mini computer. Anyway, back to the reason for this post... I'm trying to lose weight. Whoah, I said it. It's something that I avoid. I pretend that people see the person…

1 My Sweet husband 2 His hand on my back 3 Watching Michael intently draw 4 Aiden trying to make everyone around him smile 5 Joey's kisses and innocent "I wuv you!" 6 Long drives when everyone's asleep 7 Rain, the harder and colder the better 8 Sunshine with a perfect breeze 9 Singing a happy hymn 10 Getting home after church having "made it" 11 A late night movie in bed 12 My big soft turquoise bed 13 Cuddling with my warm hubby in that bed 14 When Kevin feels good 15 Remembering my babies and their births 16 The silence of an empty van 17 When I get tired of that, singing at the top of my lungs in my van 18 yummy smells in my kitchen 19…